Apostate – someone who turns against their God –
NO ONE CAN TAKE MY GOD AWAY FROM ME!
Being branded as an apostate in the FLDS is the worst stamp anyone could be given.
Wicked! Wicked! Wicked! If I didn’t explain it enough,Wicked!
I know for me it was devastating to even think of it, and therefore my loyalty to my God was most important. I never wanted my children to live with the shame of having an apostate mother.
I allowed myself to face the facts, not what I was told, but what I felt in my soul through the personal witness I was given.
The inward battle I fought was real.
In my heart and soul I knew there was a God in heaven. I personally felt Him take me by the hand as I pleaded with Him to guide me through the raging storm I was being forced into.