Don’t let your experiences make you hard- become strong
Don’t let your pain make you hate- love more
Never allow yourself to turn bitter- choose freedom -SA
The Compelling story of a young woman's courage, being born, raised and married in the sheltered dictatorship of FLDS Cult under the leadership and rule of Warren Jeffs.
At eighteen I entered into an arranged marriage and happily fell in love with the love of my life. Richard S Allred was grandson and personal bodyguard to leader Rulon Jeffs and later Warren Jeffs. I lived my full married life in close surveillance of “the Prophets” family.
I being the first of five wives, learned how to open my heart, arms, and home.
A mother of six and wife of fourteen years, I lived for my family and lived wholeheartedly my religion.
As the Leadership adjusted our world would be turned upside down and shaken. My Husband was a founder of the different secrets that were transpiring that people would only hear about years later.
My children continually were kept from me and finally ripped away and I was "sent away" forever
Being cast out, thrown into a world I was taught to abhor and fear my entire life. Entirely stripped of everything, home, family, friends, seemingly my very existence.
Through adversity, I found strength within. I found my voice taking power, and learning my true potential. Fighting for my kids, going against everything I once knew and loved.
Now thirty-six and a single mom of seven beautiful children I fight to give them a new life becoming strong and independent in this modern world.