Love

What is Love?

I often ask myself this question.

How can you truly love someone, whether they be family, siblings, spouse, children, friends, or someone you don’t know yet. How do you feel an honest connection and affinity for?

How can you turn your back on someone you love? To me it’s a mystery. One of the hardest things in my life have been to feel rejection from my loved ones. Does that affect my love? It can’t unless I let it. I chose to be love. Love is not the easiest way, but I find the most freedom in it. Darkness is subtle at first, so much you don’t even know it’s there until you’re swallowed up in hurt, anger, resentment, and animosity.

Who has the truest Love?332a23b12bad43720975c250528fce1f

Jesus Christ— His love is unconditional, eternal, unchanging.

It was one of the greatest truths I learned as I battled through the confusion when my life was ripped away from me.

If it’s not “Love” it is not “God”. That’s pretty plain and simple. If you are told to turn your back on someone or withhold love, that alone can be proof enough it is not “Of God”.

About Sarah

The Compelling story of a young woman's courage, being born, raised and married in the sheltered dictatorship of FLDS Cult under the leadership and rule of Warren Jeffs. At eighteen I entered into an arranged marriage and happily fell in love with the love of my life. Richard S Allred was grandson and personal bodyguard to leader Rulon Jeffs and later Warren Jeffs. I lived my full married life in close surveillance of “the Prophets” family. I being the first of five wives, learned how to open my heart, arms, and home. A mother of six and wife of fourteen years, I lived for my family and lived wholeheartedly my religion. As the Leadership adjusted our world would be turned upside down and shaken. My Husband was a founder of the different secrets that were transpiring that people would only hear about years later. My children continually were kept from me and finally ripped away and I was "sent away" forever Being cast out, thrown into a world I was taught to abhor and fear my entire life. Entirely stripped of everything, home, family, friends, seemingly my very existence. Through adversity, I found strength within. I found my voice taking power, and learning my true potential. Fighting for my kids, going against everything I once knew and loved. Now thirty-six and a single mom of seven beautiful children I fight to give them a new life becoming strong and independent in this modern world.
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  3. Allene says:

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